When everything around me goes astray, there is always one person I can count on to make my heart smile even if I feel I don’t want to. I love him more than anything or anyone and I will forever put him first. No matter what I am going through he needs my love and believe it or not I need his. My life. My love. My everything. My Jailen.
so i had to wake up this morning at like 7 on my day off because my son said so. while most people and try to front i will definitely keep it real, these bad ass kids be running the household. they cry we run. they drop something we run. no matter what they do we must always be on our p’s and q’s. i guess i was just off this morning because jailen fucked my whole house up. smfh. not only did he pour juice on the suede couch, he poured milk on the carpet, and i swear he peed on my sisters phone: because when i finally woke up he was standing over her phone with out a pull-up on. what.the.fuck. and damn all this on a saturday morning. i am not only mad that he broke her phone but i just bought my other sister a new phone because he broke hers a few months back. && to add more fuel to the flame my spring break is over. gggggrrrrrr. i am pissed off, but this is just some of the joys of motherhood, right? wrong, fml.